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When his world began to cripple, my mind blows up too. Damn! Another long week before the next episode is out.

Good storyline always fascinated me, especially those that wouldn't happen in the world that we lived in. It's only episode 4 and the scriptwriter made this kind of ending! I wonder how the story goes on.

And - this drama makes me wanna write stories! I'll probably start putting this drama in words. :') I'm not a good storyteller though...

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Maybe I just took things for granted that it ended up this way. 

I'm still trying hard to get out of the bad habit that I grew.

Lucky

A strong friendship doesn't need daily conversation or being together. As long as the relationship lives in the heart, true friends never part.

Have you ever wonder your bff is the opposite sex of yours?

I often tease A, or vice versa - why she's not a boy? We did things for each other hoping that boys would do the same for us. When she changed her spectacles, I would comment - oh, new specs! Or when I texted her, she would reply - I was thinking about you and about to text you.

Just like these few days, I told her I was sick, flu and cough. She every few hours texting me asking whether am I feeling any better, or have I visited the doctor. She's way too sweet to be only my bff. Hahaha! I hope she find her Mr Right soon enough, so she can share her happiness with me. :)

I'm so blessed to have her in my life. We usually shared anything and everything that happened in our lives, also some stupid questions that we come across. And I agreed that communication is two-way. One do the talking and the other one do the listening, sometimes the other way round.

Friendship is just like any other kind of relationship - that needs to maintain. We're that kind of friends that doesn't need much talking but when we meet, we can talk forever. I know nothing can last forever, but I hope she stays forever.

Sounded kind of taking things for granted right? Yea, maybe I'm selfish. But I really hope so. I told her my nose blocked then she said we're taking breathing for granted. *roll my eyes*

Let's live together if we end up being forever alone. Muahaha! :D

Simply

不確定就別親吻

感情很容易毀掉一個人

一個人若不夠狠

愛淡了不離不棄更殘忍

- «還是要幸福» 田馥甄 -

Just like the lyrics suggested - don't kiss if you're unsure, as being in a relationship can easily broke a person; it's cruel if you're not harsh enough to leave when the love has faded.

Been mulling over things lately. Mostly curious how couples maintain their relationship, especially now when everyone spend most of the time on working. How can they manage the time? He once said - love is an idea, a concept. Being in love means you find someone that basically share the same concept.

I would say finding someone that you can share anything and everything with and someone that after listening all your shits and still stay, that's love. Because nowadays communication has became too convenient, everyone takes it for granted. If you're single? No problem, there is Tinder out there. If you're bored and wanted someone to talk with? There are plenty chatting apps out there. But you can't feel warmth from all these. Because it's not real, somehow. Once is enough. The one standing right in front you, embrace all your weakness and flaws, giving you a big hug (not just saying) - this is real. Guess I just haven't got the chance to meet this person in real.

A, gimme a hug when we meet next time. I'm in need a big warm hug! :(

後菜鳥的燦爛時代

職場上有一群人，他們對自己的工作已沒有太大熱忱，過一天算一天，上班只想午餐吃哪家，下班只想去哪玩，一週大事是決定去哪裡露營旅遊，工作只是希望能有個固定收入就好，既升不了官，但也非菜鳥，我們通稱他們為「後菜鳥」。

«後菜鳥的燦爛時代»

剛追完這部讓我少女心氾濫的典型偶像劇。雖然都是毫無新意老掉牙的愛情故事情節，但還是無法說不地大愛。

∅ 請慎入，接下來所寫的含有劇透。

而這部劇講述的是執行長和業務的愛情故事。看完整部劇後的感想是一一天啊！現在不可能還有那麼長情的人啊？十年前的暗戀到十年後成為更好的人再度出現，還不要緊，暗中幫助女主角走出舒適圈，讓她也成為更好的人。我想，這種互相扶持成長的愛情真的很難得。

雖然說是典型，但劇組花了不少心思讓整部劇看起來典型得來，卻又不會太油膩。我喜歡男女主角重遇之後，中間穿插他們高中時代的片段而且從那些回憶片段就能知道當時紀文凱就很喜歡鐘雨棠。

其中最窩心的記憶片段要從鍾雨棠家欠下來的債開始說起。紀文凱替她家還了債，理所當然成為了她的債主。為了還債，鍾雨棠任紀文凱差遣。每完成他給的任務，他就送她拼圖片，湊足500片，債務就全抵銷。當然，如果劇情真的是以湊足500片拼圖片的速度進行的話，恐怕沒人追看了吧？湊到一半，他們便成為了男女朋友。紀文凱也把剩下的拼圖片給了鍾雨棠，成了她需要完成的作業。他說只要她把拼圖給拼完，她想知道的所有答案自然就會揭曉。最後把那拼圖拼完，是他與她的合照，只是那個他身穿獅子吉祥物的外套，所以當時的她沒認出是他。

話說，這部劇為什麼命名為«後菜鳥的燦爛時代»？是因為女主角鍾雨棠在秘書部待了4年， 年資說長不長; 說短不短，即不是菜鳥，也還不是老鳥一一俗稱後菜鳥。

最後的最後，臺灣偶像劇總是喜歡在每一集裡加入一句有意思的臺詞，而«後菜鳥»也不例外。參閱這裡有«後菜鳥筆記»。

Back to zero? One?

一個人相信　一個人的原因
不是因為有太多的猶豫
一個人的秘密是尋找一個特別的你
- «一個人» 韋禮安 -

About one month ago, she worked overtime and eaten a bowl of microwaved asam laksa maggi with cheese. Today, the same scenario, but somewhat things have changed.

She was still trying to figure out the feeling she felt. Before she can grasp anything, everything had became a history.

Staring at the maggi mee, wondering why things turned out this way. She knows people come and go, but what she didn't know was she didn't see the end came this soon. They have shared so many, so deep, and now, back to zero.

Habits can be scary sometimes, but she has faith that time will heal everything, eventually...