Till We Meet Again

Ever since I joined this company, more than 5 colleagues I know had left. What is wrong with it?

Today, another colleague is leaving. Those that stay for quite sometime said this is normal, way too normal. I still can't use to this kind of farewell and leaving.

First, money spent. Regardless welcome or farewell, we'll have to spend, over meals, presents... I'm not saying I'm not willing to pay but is there any meaning by doing this? People came and left, like leaves fall during autumn and grow when it's spring again.

Second, hey, we have made some memories together. Working overtime, helping each other out, gathering... well, now we can say they were memories, but few years down the road? Would we ever remember each other? The memories we made? That we used to work together? I doubt that. Unless we keep in touch.

Third. Keep in touch. Yea, we can do it, at first. But after that? Things change and even people change too. I'm not even sure the keep in touch part. Maybe the contact gets MIA too, after a few months.

Not to say I'm being too negative on this, I'm just being realistic. This is life. And it's cruel. Everything needs to maintain, otherwise they withered away like flowers did.

#handmade card

Aeroplane charm - so that she can fly higher and reach the sky. :)

p/s: the assignment on 'what and where to eat for lunch' has became tougher as we are now shorthanded. We need more people to suggest what to eat for lunch. Sigh. I'll miss those time we emailed each other an hour before lunch, asking what and where to eat.

Extreme Sports Activities

I'm not having a very good temper these days due to the hot weather. So if I read your message but without reply, it's obvious that I'm not in a good mood to reply.

Went skytrex and Viper yesterday. I must be crazy for joining 2 extreme activities in a day. So now I'm basically an OKU. Bruises and aches all over my body.

Can't deny, both are once-in-a-lifetime experience. I'm not regret to participate in both activities. But it was my first time reached home at 4 a.m. and my parents didn't chide me for coming home late.

Viper Challenge 2016

Thank you everyone for the teamwork and leave no one behind.

Skytrex Adventure

p/s: the aches seem to be worse now. :/
Thanks and no next time for extreme sports activities. Hahaha.

- Every Ending is A Beginning -

It's time to spend some time with myself.

I had quit my job yesterday. I should feel sad, as I'm leaving my beloved colleagues (except there are some I don't miss). Instead, I feel nothing at all, just plain emptiness. What a sucks feeling! 

And I am dreaded to go for the new job. Doesn't possess own judgement and act recklessly without mulling long enough before I tender my resignation. Probably heard too much of bad and negative comments. Wonder if I would get schizophrenia because of overthinking. :/

Anyway, what's done is done. No point regretting now. 

No glamorous farewell party, not a word from both bosses. But I'm lucky enough to have them. :)

Ohh, there's something I would like to share. We've got an unlikable colleague. So I've decided to write her a 'LOVE' letter before I leave, (secretly hoping she'll do self-reflection but I guess it's not an easy task). I'm sincere enough to even typed her that letter. I've never dislike a person this much. She didn't really step on my tail but I just can't stand the way she treated other colleagues. Doing the just for everyone else. And hope we don't ever meet again!

p/s: 天下無不散之筵席。I didn't shed tears because I believe this is not the end. It's not like we're not gonna meet each other again. Don't cry because it's over. Smile, because it's happened.