Thoughts

'Stop giving me your kindness, it's not worth. At the end of the day, you probably would not get what you expected to get. I do not want to say it too harshly, but you should know there's a line I do not want to cross.'

'If I say you're good, yes, you're good. But sorry, I can't be the same way as the way you are to me.'

'Frankly speaking, I think love is pretty subjective instead of objective. My kind of love depends on feeling. When the feeling is right, everything will fall into the perfect pieces.'

'I often wonder how people from those days develop their feelings only after they married. Their marriage lasted for their whole life. It's totally a different story with people nowadays, they'd be in a relationship when there's feel. And when the feel vanished into thin air, they let go and move on.'

'I'm good at driving people away. I guess that's because I'm not good at expressing myself. Maybe it's time to take up some performing art classes.'

'I realised one of my problems is I couldn't find words to describe my feelings. I usually say I dunno, rather than to explain myself. I expected people to know how I feel, but I also should know no one in this world would really understand a person. Not even I, understand my own self.'

'I couldn't be too intimate with someone too quickly. That closeness scares me. It's like someone had invaded my personal space and I'm not ready for that. Even if it's a relationship or friendship.'

'I'll eventually dislike a person if we get too close. Because you showed me all your flaws and I can't seem to take it. I know in some ways, I'm pretty cruel. But that's how this world works. If I like you, okay, let's be friends. If I'm not, please leave me alone. I don't want to further elaborate. If I do, I bet you wouldn't want to listen to that. Please stay away because I'm a rose full of thorn. Nice to see, but it hurts when you're close to me.'

'Thanks for putting up with me.'